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today is the day where Singapore will meet Thailand for a showdown in soccer at the Kallang stadium. well that stadium as all of you know was supposed to be torn down for like how many years ago but it's still there. i wonder what the people are thinking. hmmm.


anyways, have i ever told you guys that i really think alot during my free time? like what eugene said, in the moment of fikiran A.K.A. thinking moments. looool. anyway, question of the day. why do we assume when there is actually nothing going on? but at the same time, there might be some breach of trust which sometimes we don't know or don't want to know at all?

i hate november rains
i want more money so that i can buy more new stuff
i need the money to pay up my remaing and coming debts
i am sad because i am growing up and i have to be more decisive
i wish i could go back to my kiddy days and have fun all i want
i love my bike
i want to get my class 2A & 3 license
some of my friends are leaving for NS
i hate the fact that time passes so fast
i am so stressed thinking about my future because i don't want to settle down so quickly
at the same time, i don't want to settle down so late and i want to earn a living
i love my family very much
i am afraid
i am done doing my MP part and i am going to leave that goddamn project soon
i am sad that i am going to graduate in 2010 march/april
i am sad because i'll be leaving my friends soon enough
i hate growing up
i wish i can go back to my early teen days and have more fun
i wish the world would stop hating and wasting precious efforts
i believe that one day, humans will grow to appreciate each other and make the world a better place
i think Naruto rocks big time
but i still hate the fact that i have to wait every week for 1 episode
why can't they just post every single bloody episode so that everyone won't have to wait
 why do humans always want more they have had enough?
why do we humans regret doing things they shouldn't have done only after it has happened?
why am i ranting so many bullshit?
why am i still inside the house when i'm supposed to report to work at 7pm?
i am sad because my life has only been full of failures.
i have been rejected
i only brought more burden to people
i never get to accomplish some of my targets when i have set them up so high
i only regret rather than learn to be wiser
i wish shit would just stop and the world would learn to work together
i think i'm going to delete this LJ and never blog again.
i wish YOU could help me by stopping the bullshit that's coming out here.
i will return.